Life is miserable.

For some people life is very rude. The intensity is so severe sometimes that it leads to moral & emotional breakdowns accompanied with severe depression and no other person in this world is present to share it. This is the stage where a person is on the verge of mental breakdown. He desperately seeks reprieve but it is non existent. The spiritualistic content starts vanishing from the persons brain and he looks at everything in deep despair. There are often some thin rays of sunshine peeping in from some distant corners of life but they seem to be too weak to enlighten and bring in a drastic change. This is just like inhaling a poisonous gas slowly or like drinking a slow poison at frequent time intervals.

A person is so desperate sometimes that he seeks reprieve in other persons success and joy and this is only a temporary phase. It provides just a mere illusion of joy and happiness and vanishes within the thin air. If there is something like god present in this world he will also try to manage bypassing all the trouble and pain of this person because its all endless for him, pain and suffering are his best friends and they accompany him like his shadows. If something good is predicted it all turns out to be bad exactly the opposite. The persons shoulders are bent down by the ever rising expectations of his near and dear ones. He's not able to find any intermediate solutions or permanent solutions for this kind of problems.

The ever bad times are so a part of this persons life that if for a change if something of a positive nature happens in his life he does not believe it and let go of it. Good news always evades him when its his turn despite all his efforts, hard work all proves out to be in vain as he is not blessed with good luck. He does not believe in his luck anymore and considers it as an non existent entity. He seems to be like a warrior who is fighting a never ending battle. Success , positive thinking , joy and happiness are no more important to him. He considers them as derogatory terms.


This face is literally unending and all the pain and agony and grief will be a part of his life till his death. Its like he has accepted this all as his destiny and has made up his mind that he is never ever going to win this conquest. He looks at his peers in great astonishment as they had started their journey together but today they are way ahead of him and leading better lives. He's left far behind and thinks of never catching up with them, the statements like the one i picked from the famous novel 'THE ALCHEMIST', "When you want something all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it". But he understands now that these are mere illusionary lines just like the mirage in the desert, which are used to increase the book sales.

All the hard work and painstaking efforts taken by him are just meant to result in failure and he has accepted this failure also as a part of his life. He has reached a point of no return, he is fighting his head against the wall, he is riding that tiger which is sooner or later going to eat him and tear him apart, to provide him a gateway to hell. He's so sure from the past experiences that he knows one day he is going to drown.

The bad times are always accompanying him and good times always find some excuse or reason to deceive him and get away from him as far as possible like he is an untouchable. Finally the dark clouds prevail over him and he awaits yet another failure and the life goes on till death. Death also deceives this poor chap and he spends his life in mere disdain.